Distraction is Still the Main Attraction

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Distraction is the Main Attraction…Still…

His name is Mueller. He’s the elephant in every room, everywhere, sitting in the corner, staring in a mirror. Everything else is distraction.

Mirror, Mirror on Trump’s Wall

Mueller is watching the past unfold, beyond his reflection.

New sets of chips fall one right after another. A new picture is forming when it comes to U.S. history. It’s not as clear as it could be, but it’s markedly different than it was, albeit, more recognizable than I remember.

Good Lord, America, what have you gotten yourselves into?

Ladies and gentlemen, what you’re seeing is the difference between fuzzy recollections and completely false retellings of stories that were never rooted by facts in the first place.

According to the past I remember, the present is far more messed up than my ability to imagine messed up things. Today’s reality doesn’t seem realistic to me, but it’s the only reality that binds us all together.

Technology has enabled us to get at least a few things right. On the flipside, it’s also allowed us to get a lot more wrong.

Technology is useless at the expense of human decency resulting from the breakdown of interpersonal communication. As beneficial as it can be, it can dangerously reinforce the disdain we have for one another.

The Elephant In Every Room

I won’t continue to ignore the elephant in the room. Mueller is a modern day puzzle master – unlike U.S. leadership in Washington D.C., who are nothing more than modern day puzzle makers.

They don't solve anything; unless the solution is creating distrust and strife! And if that's the case, I'm on the wrong ship.

I can’t remember the last thing our government actually solved. Instead they are masters of flipping the narrative, pivot messaging, and mud slinging.

They do this long enough for people to forget they were arguing in the first place – until it happens again, whatever it is. That’s politics, kids. Politicians will say (or not say) anything for the vote.

Suddenly, you’re 44 and nothing has changed since the day you were born.

Give 'em the old razzle dazzle.

That’s what happens after decades of misinformation and manipulation pile on top of one another.

How can they see hear the truth above the roar?

Emotional Manipulation is Predatory Business, Similar to Human Trafficking

It’s time the U.S. Government quit playing games with its citizens and their emotions. The past is always repeating itself.

Whether or not the democrats can pull off a 1992 Clinton-era upset of a one-term president remains to be seen. The 2000 and 2016 elections prove one thing: republicans don’t need popularity to win.

What happens after democrats (Presidents Bill Clinton and Barack Obama) serve eight years, that they can’t close the gap between the popular vote and the electoral college?

The 2020 Election is for the democrats to lose. Maybe try focusing less in more populated areas and connect with the vast area within our borders, between the coasts, without losing sight of Alaska and Hawaii.

The Media is Full of Whores

Give 'em  the old razzle dazzle.

I think the media in the United States – coupled with our government – shares one grand manual surrounding one, simple directive: Distraction. Both have excelled in a way only possible in America.

How can they see with sequins in their eyes?

Hindsight is 20/20, but 2020 is right in front of us.

We communicate in ways you haven't imagined.

It’s absolutely ridiculous that anyone announce anything related to running for the presidency of this country.

This country is still waiting for signs of life from the campaign promises that led to democrat wins last year!

What? All of the sudden, they get a pass to do nothing, simply because they aren't Trump? Sorry, no.

The barrage of 2020 presidential candidates feels like a curtain call of Oscar contenders. Similar to this year’s Oscars, there’s no host to be had.

Who is running this country?

Much of our government is mired in controversy. Yet candidates still have their hat in the ring, while nobody does their current job. They’re too busy either running for president or talking about those who are.

There have been 17 total (so far) on the democrat side; the same number of candidates the republicans had going into the 2016 primaries.

While it’s hard to keep track (and who knows what to believe and when), there are 10 major democrat declarations, six other democrat declarations and one has already suspended his candidacy.

Don't forget what happened to the GOP in 2016. The greatest impact you can make, at this point, is the destruction of each other.

I pay close enough attention to know that almost all of major democrat contenders have called for the resignation of Virgina Governor Northam over a blackface controversy. Some have even gone so far as to call for the resignation of his lieutenant governor over alleged sex crimes.

But they aren’t talking about that anymore. They’ve moved on. Far be it anyone have conviction these days.

I’m pulling for you. You all sound like great leaders!

Collusion is the New Illusion

What does Russia have to do with any of this?

I'll say this, Russia is merely the name by which this investigation is known and extends far beyond Russia.

When I lay it all out, take a step back, and absorb it for what it appears to be, a revised scenario becomes visible.

Just below the surface is a scenario that’s widely more expansive and, as ridiculous as it sounds, begins to make sense.

Controversially Convenient

The only controversy that matters in the USA, right now, is the distraction itself. Nothing we see in the media is by accident. There’s no such thing as “by accident” anymore. Things don’t happen by accident, especially anything you haven’t seen with your own eyes.

The truth is well on its way to the surface but, like Karma, she’s on her own schedule. We’re simply blessed to see highlights of things she discovered along the way.

Paul Manafort, Roger Stone, Jeffrey Epstein, Jussie Smollet, Robert Kraft, Colin Kaepernick…is it possible these aren’t entirely separate stories? Can any of them be taken at face value, or do they represent something bigger? Something classified?

What happened to our country after Justice Scalia died? What investigations are ongoing that aren’t front and center?

The Trump Card is The Joker

It will be interesting to learn whether or not Mueller’s investigation yields unsavory outcomes for the president and his family.

It’s no wonder they prefer trophy hunting abroad, rather than deal with the elephants lining the walls of their ivory tower.

Source: The Guardian; November 16, 2017

The entire charade is on the shoulders of one man. His name is Mueller, and he is the elephant in every room.

The past two years feel illegitimate enough. Part of me thinks the 115th congress couldn’t do anything with the results of Mueller’s investigation. But now that the 116th congress is in full swing (national emergency and all), it’s time to act like we have one. Because we do. It’s just not about a wall along our damn border.

It’s theoretically impossible for us to progress as a country until Mueller is done. Let’s wrap it up, people.

To our do nothing government:

I’d like to introduce you to your new best friend, the heavy weight of the world.

Don't lose sight of the fact that every single one of is a product of our own environment.

That’s not to say we haven’t wound up in situations of others’ making. We have a word for those in life: Curveballs.

One can only hope that the today’s headlines and the public discourse (the better part of the last 40 years), results in something meaningful.

At least meaningful enough that we don’t have to repeat whatever the hell is going on currently. Time will tell. It’s clear nobody in Washington can do anything about it.

Carry on.

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The Heart of a Nation

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Walking in a Winter Wonderland

On the first day of Winter, Winter gave to me: Words inspired by a skeleton, some Coke, and the ghost of a dog. What did it give to you?

“Oh no, here he goes again…” Ho, Ho, Ho!

When people tell you to live in the moment, what does that mean?

I wrote these words moments ago – maybe days, weeks, years, or more. I’ll take moments to read these words again, in the future sometime, someday, somewhere, somehow.

Photo Credit: William Garrod

But this is the moment we connect, and this is a moment that’s yours. It’s only yours and something you’ll always have.

Time travel is nothing more than gluing together every moment you’ve experienced, have, and create. That enables you to fly back and forth between the moments of the life you stitch together.

These moments are your stories and your stories are your truth.

The future is your very own tree to cultivate, nurture, and care for.

Fridge Creation Courtesy of Chef Eddie Wilson

The Heart of a Nation Needs a Moment

Unloved and over labeled, Americans have become tough critics, to say the least.

“I don’t like anything I don’t understand and if I’m uncomfortable, it must be wrong and avoided.” – Americans, everyday.

Conditioned for Life

Communication is natural and it’s never a bad thing. It can be dangerous, misused, painful, even deadly. Communication is the most powerful skill each of us possess, but we need more of it – a lot more.

Humans improve by learning from actions of others, not judging others and their actions. Mouths need vacations and ears should work overtime, but nobody gets paid to listen.

It’s that simple. Truth is a common casualty when perception is reality.

One is the Loneliest Number

I had never before felt the depths of loneliness quite like how lonely I felt throughout the process of becoming a writer.

As soon as you begin to appreciate your time on this Earth, your moments become more and more monumental to your own existence.

Buckle up, kids! Life slips ahead of you the more consciously aware you become of yourself and your surroundings.

That includes all of the people in your life, the crap you read, things you do, and how you treat others.

Time flies.

Brrr! It’s 69 degrees outside!

Americans – along with every earthling – have a lot of problems. However, I’m American; I’ve only ever lived in America, and 100% of the low points in my life are due to – clutch your pearls – Americans!

Americans have a unique ability to label anyone, even if they’ve done nothing wrong.

Did I just label Americans? See? I told you we're good at it.

America has cornered the market of casting judgment.That’s the biggest problem facing this country, but it doesn’t end there.

This affects everyone in the world
Americans comprise only 5% of the world population. Let that sink in. The obvious becomes obvious after it's obvious, not before. Otherwise, it isn't obvious.

People in the U.S. are armchair quarterbacks of everything that has nothing to do with themselves. As a result, we’re experts in retrospect, and judging one another.

We aren’t experts over each other, but we like to think we are.

Giving advice to others about what they should, could, or would have done isn’t a problem for empaths or experts who’ve learned life lessons through experience ahead of hindsight.

You can thank your government for the mental conditions preventing the  productivity of its citizens. 

Be your own quarterback or go play for the Packers. In Green Bay, you don’t have to coach play well (with others) to be paid well.

From Now On

Since life is a product of my own creation, I want to surround myself with the shit I create.

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I wake up everyday in my personal episode of Black Mirror. I navigate a reality that is real to me. At the same time, reality isn’t always the truth.

The truth always rises to the surface if you seek it. Albeit eventually; despite every real attempt to distort it. Word of caution, you’re not always going to like what you hear, and I’m not here to tell you how to deal with that. I have other shit to do. On that note…

Label Me Silly

So go ahead, slap a label on me. Label me until your heart’s content. Label the shit out of me.

Let me know how that works out. Just kidding, I already know. Not in my world. Please remit payment to…

Secret, secret, I've got a secret. I am the modern man with access to too much technology. My heart is human, my blood is boiling, my brain...IBM. Thank you, Styx!

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All the President’s Women and Men (and others in Between)

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The White House is Now the Outhouse

The White House is basically an outhouse. I’m not sure whether or not it has a door, or if it’s been tipped over like a cow.

I don’t know who’s responsible for cleaning that shit, but you don’t need a nose on your face to smell the shit coming from Washington D.C.

The city itself is remarkably beautiful. It’s like a pristine toilet with an unlimited capacity to deal with unsurmountable shit; day-in, day-out.

They lit a candle and weren't careful. The new outhouse is plastic and plastic melts.

Guess where it was made. Do you know what else is manufactured in China? Here’s a hint: the U.S. Government. 

The answer is: Toilets. Toilets are made in China. The U.S. Government was only a hint.

I assume China makes more than engines and generators for Kohler while stealing Intellectual Property from all over the globe.

Words matter.

Trump and Pence are D.C. Toilet Paper

That’s what they are, and that’s what they’ve always been. The fix was in and the strings were strummed.

The Electoral College bestowed The White House with one, giant, and seemingly unlimited supply of Trump/Pence.

The usual brands in the ass-wipe industry nearly buried the world in butt crumbs.

Same shit, different day, week, month, year, Christmas.

“I can’t tell you what it really is; I can only tell you what it feels like.” – Love the Way You Lie; Eminem (feat. Rhianna)

Just Gonna Stand there and Watch me Burn

When it comes to history, I was as brainwashed as anyone. I used to swallow America’s shovel-ready bullshit – hook, line, and sinker.

I was 38 at the time, but the seeds had been planted my entire life. Also, Obama was president, and the company that I co-founded in 1999, et alia, llc., hadn’t started its rapid nosedive…yet.

On April 30, 2014, the U.S. Government - my government - sanctioned and observed the fraudulent sale of et alia, llc. - along with its intellectual property and trade secrets - to Kiewit Technology, Inc. On May 22, 2014, Kiewit Technology, Inc. announced it would operate under a new name: InEight, Inc.

It was still one year before, out of desperation, we offered two members of our executive team to invest in 8%.

We were bleeding cash like a slashed throat.

Is that blood in the Shark Tank?

Let’s call them “T” and “D”.

“T” and “D” were each offered 8%. While “D” passed on the offer, “T” actually dropped $160,000 cash for 8% of et alia. In fact, “T” inquired as to whether or not he could purchase the 8% “D” turned down. He wasn’t extended that offer.

That would have given him more equity than I had as co-founder! 

Long story short, “T” lost money on his investment.

Weird, huh?

I get it now. I felt bad about it until I didn't. The guy wasn't exactly Shark Tank material. That's a whole other story.

Hindsight

False Flag on the Field

Do you believe that U.S. voters elected Donald Trump? I don’t and I never did. It’s simply not true. It’s impossible – not in America – not in this lifetime.

However, the results had to be believable, so a bunch of behind-the-scenes shit went down, worldwide, in every major industry. It feels eerily similar to The Purge. Only, this one doesn't have a title - yet. Maybe it does, I don't know. I know what I'd call it.

Besides, we don’t elect our president, we vote for our president.

The Electoral College elected Trump on December 19, 2016.

Good lord, America. What have you gotten yourselves into?

Federal and state governments dropped a bunch of balls in the worst ways. The balls busted like eggs – even though government balls are significantly smaller than below average nuts.

At what point did you begin to read between the lines? Was it before or after the day the world turned upside down?

Thank You, Politicians of America!

Once again, you’re the drunk uncle crossing the line at a family holiday gathering.

It’s always the same with you: Blame everyone who isn’t you for everyone’s misery, including your own.

Uncle Sam, what did you do to Aunt Samantha?

I can’t imagine how it feels to be you – nor do I want to. It looks as though you lost control of the narrative, and that sucks. Don’t call me when you lose control of your life.

By nature, politicians have an unusually high risk of becoming morons.

The past is playing out in front of our eyes and curious minds. Let’s rewind to July 5, 2016.

The director of the FBI, James Comey, recommended no charges against Hillary Clinton regarding the investigation of her using a private email server.

Democrats cheered while Republicans jeered. Comey was a hero! Or was he?

Fast forward to October 28, 2016, when Comey made another announcement. He divulged discovering a of trove of never before seen emails, effectively throwing Ms. Clinton back into the frying pan.

Republicans cheered while Democrats jeered. Comey was a hero! Or was he?

Who the fuck are these people? Do they really believe American’s are this fucking stupid? I mean, I’m American, but I’m not an American idiot.

On November 9, 2016, as people woke up, their heads exploded one way or another.

Americans were left to their own devices to process what the fuck just happened. Since then, nothing’s been natural. Everything coming out of D.C. is contrived.

The truth is in the metaphor, and the metaphor is a lie – a bigly BIG LIE. 

Apparently, it’s required to be out of the know to know anything.

You can bet your bottom Deutsch Bank dollar this is a planned rollout of events. It’s a plan that’s been in place since well before the turn of the century, and that went off script further than anyone ever imagined – until now.

Nothing made sense, but the point of the great American shit show wasn't to make sense. Since its inception, the Super Gay American Nightmare was to make billions and trillions of dollars and cents without making sense.

Politicians have been full of shit for centuries, but we underestimated the amount of shit contaminating the only “Plan It” Earth we have.

That PIE sounds yummy, who wants a piece?

Look What You Made Me Do

Politics are private-label platform misunderstandings, between two party platforms, and that shit’s about to rip.

A special note to all members of the incoming 116th United States Congress set to start on January 3, 2019

Make no mistake, now is not a good time for any politician in America. You’re about to become part of an historic legacy of why we can’t have nice things.

I hope that’s not the case. We will learn whether or not the government shutdown tomorrow means good news or bad news for you.

In order to be a patriot, you have to care about the people living here. Every last one of them. No exceptions. That is not negotiable.

Just because I don’t have your attention doesn’t mean you don’t have mine.

In the end, you don’t want it to be something you didn’t do. It might be too late for some of you.

Ground Control to Major Tom

On May 9, 2017, President Trump fired James Comey. The heads of republicans and democrats (or whatever was left of them) collectively exploded – again! 

What happened?

Mueller? Mueller?

The 115th U.S. Congress has some unfinished business, no?

Tell me I’m wrong.

Comey? Lynch? Ryan? Pelosi? Graham? Schumer? Obama? Clinton? Do any of you have anything to add? How about Bruce Grewcock at Kiewit? Are you familiar with him? Or Bill McDermott from SAP SE?

Facts related to Kiewit:

My co-founding partner and I scheduled a call for July 7, 2015 with Kiewit attorneys Mary Carnazzo and Jeremy Stewart.

On that call, we made the accusation that the purchase of et alia was fraudulent.

Within 24 hours, Jeremy notified both of us that they investigated our assertions and denied any malfeasance regarding the purchase of et alia.

It only took Kiewit 24-hours to investigate fraud, but the HR allegations we made in April, 2015 took over two months to tell us they did nothing wrong.

At the end of April, 2015, I met with Jill Thomsen. According to her business card, she was Kiewit’s Director of Government Relations.

According to Jill, she was Kiewit’s Director of Human Resources, a new position and she didn’t have business cards.

Bullshit.

At that time, Jill encouraged me to file a complaint with the EEOC. By June, Jill told me the EEOC would “laugh” me out of their office.

My co-founding partner filed a case with the EEOC later that year.

Hi, Jill. What changed? I know you know I know. Let me ask you, is there anything you want to say on your own behalf? Or can you?

I’m not breaking any confidentiality agreement right now.

It must have sucked when you failed to trick me into signing that piece of garbage.

I can't imagine anyone at Kiewit is excited for this story to come out.

What’s the difference between William and Bill?

Source: Handelsblatt Global

Bill McDermott sat next to President Trump in Davos in early 2018, while Trump told the world the United States would “no longer turn a blind eye” to unfair trade practices.

Another fact: On July 9, 2015 – just two days after Brad and I spoke with the Kiewit attorneys – Bill McDermott suffered an injury. Ultimately, the injury cost him an eye.

I don’t know why these people would start telling the truth right now. Even a plea deal couldn’t stop Paul Manafort from lying through his teeth.

This country is on thin ice or deep shit – one of the two. Either way, we don’t need any more TP, we need and entirely new house. This isn’t as easy as remodeling a bathroom and it’s a little harder than leasing plastic pods to poop in.

Mr. President, is there anything you want to tell us?

Now You Know

The only climate not changing is political. Jupiter’s Great Red Spot is almost the perfect metaphor for U.S. politics. The difference being that Jupiter’s storm is shrinking.

Looks like there’s intelligent life out there after all.

Earth, however, continues pig-roasting its way around the Sun.

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Helpful Hints to Navigate Devilish Smirk

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Devilish Smirk Provides a Unique Journey

Your journey’s dependent on the order you ingest my stories coupled with how well you know me in real life and chances are, you don’t. Devilish Smirk is one hell of a way to get to know me.

My circle of friends is smaller than one of Trump’s hands, but bigger than both ears on Jeff Sessions.

A MAZE ZING!

Devilish Smirk is a maze of word trails, peppered with pieces to a puzzle (without borders) framing the life I’ve lived.

I began writing when I realized all my pieces were out of place, and none of them had straight edges.

It was both liberating and frightening at the same time.

A few things you should know about Devilish Smirk

Travis Garrod, Devilish Smirk

Words are all any of us have. They matter.

The Little Engine That Did!

Being a writer requires an unwavering commitment to telling stories – your own, and others. There’s nothing easy about figuring out life, much less anything worth writing, but something changes after you start.

Writing enabled me to discover who I am at my core. Nobody can know you until you know yourself.

Avoid and ignore anyone who thinks they do. Those people are the most dangerous threat against our ability to coexist productively.

The ship sailed and sunk, but the train only left the station a minute ago and it’s not scheduled to stop.

I don’t know how I feel about that.

Without purpose, you have no business affecting the lives of others. Those who truly love you, will do so unconditionally.

Words matter more than ever.

Keep yours to yourself if you’re a habitual liar. Not everything stays locked in a closet.

Is that milk on the floor? Are those tears in your eyes?

When someone has no idea what others have been through (or only know a fraction of the details), that’s a great time to listen with an open mind, consider the possibilities, and think.

Like money, words don’t grow on trees. However, words form branches. Branches only go so far as they grow. Every branch sprouts from the same tree, and a single tree has many roots.

Sorry seedling. For whatever reason, you’re here. It’s up to you to figure out how organic or inorganic you are.

Nothing – and I mean nothing – in this country is what it seems. The sooner you start questioning what you believe to be true, the better off you’ll be.

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The Art of Confidential Classified Communication

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I Saw the Sign

And it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign. If you sang that in your head, I like you already – if you’re likable.

What you’re about read will be confusing, but that’s nothing new. Just go with it. In the end, it’s crystal clear.

After five years of whatever the last five years were, confusion, illusion, delusion and seclusion is my dress code. By now, everyone in this country should have at least an Associate’s degree in Confusing Confusion.

The world is a dangerously different place. Shockingly different. The good news is, learning is fun again.

Artificial, meet Intelligence

Knowledge is power, and the truth is the cherry on top, and it keeps getting bigger. It’s no joke, the truth can never be buried. It simply won’t. Refresh your memory.

Life doesn’t work like that. Yours might; mine doesn’t. No judgment, that’s not my job, thank God.

As a kid, I lied about a lot because I was massively insecure, but I’m a terrible liar. It’s just not in my nature. There are so many ways to lie, and lies are hard to keep straight; it’s simply not worth it.

Ask me if I’m gay, and watch me say no.

Most people outgrow lying by the time they care about people. That means a lot of people in this country don’t tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

Where’s Fergie when you need her? Late again. I’ll fill in. Don’t lie.

It’s even harder to discover the truth, and it takes time. A lot of damn time. But, it’s worth every minute.

You never know when you're in the ring for the fight of your life.

Lies lead to truth, the truth is a fuse, and follow it as far back as it goes. Don’t light a fuse that isn’t yours. That’s a lesson everyone has to learn on their own.

Sometimes they lead back all the way to The Bible.

Lord knows, we’ve had a lot of time on your hands.

Let’s See How Far We’ve Come

Generally speaking, republicans do one thing far superior to democrats. Republicans will rally behind their candidate, even after duking it out as opponents. If they can’t, they leave the party and the party dwindles to death.

Eventually, enough will leave the party. Trump did a super cute job exposing a side of this country that no career politician ever could.

All I know is, I can use less than 10 of my fingers to count how many rounds of golf I’ve played. Half of them, I walked. And I live in Arizona. Sad. Wrong.

Life is real tough for white guys in America…at least the gay ones.

If he did anything well, it was that. Whether or not it was an accident, is as important to me as I am to Kiewit Construction. For those keeping score - that's a big, fat ZERO.

Get it yet?

“Empty ships are easy seize, but that boat didn’t break in half. That bitch capsized!”

Democrats, however, have trouble appealing to and retaining feverous support because they are just as fucked up fought a war to keep slaves slaving away.

Plus, they have no alternative. They rarely turn red, and inter-party character assassination is as off putting as fecal toothpaste, which is just a small step above Aim.

The democrats had 2 candidates and the momentum of a 26 mile freefall. By the time they smashed into the firmament, both parachutes had been ripped off their backs, and both shirts torn.

Bound and broken on the floor!

This Incessant Circus of Low Interest Incest

Here we go kids, another chance to vote in a fucked up election to thwart Americans into awkward conversations. I don’t know how shitty people actually are. I haven’t met shitty people in a long time.

What a weird awakening. It’s about God damn time.

Don’t take your freedom for granted.

For real, this is who we are? I didn't think so.
Although, I will say, there are a lot of twisted braindead zombies with a logic allergy. They're easier to program than things that don't require programming.

Are you part of the scra…are you part of the scra…are you part of the scrat…are you part of the scratched record?

If you are, you're still caught up on the first part of that sentence. So, if you're reading this, that's great news.

Once upon many years ago, our government fucked up, bigly – just like they misspelled BIG LIE. I take this election as seriously as I was taken four years ago.

But I still voted.

If you’re fortunate enough to have a choice to choose how you believe you want your life governed, make it. Or fuck off. Seriously.

Will you emerge from the busted big tent stronger than ever?

Are you realigned to build a better world for yourself and the lucky lives you touch? That is, if you’re not completely broken by the time Phoenix rises.

I’m not sure how many times my cell fish personality has split, but I’m guessing I have about 88 of them. No less than four speak over one another as they fight to organize my thoughts.

It’s like my brain is against me, but my brain is protecting me. I didn’t realize that before I was both told and felt I was crazy. This was not easy.

Devilish Smirk will be back after a shameless M4M personal ad by a company that does not sponsor me, so I sponsored myself.

The Truth is Classified

Honestly, I have no idea if it is or isn’t. It hasn’t been revealed to me by anyone other than me. And, as far as I know, I’m not on any professional sports team. Fuck, I can’t even run a mile at the moment.

Sacrifices.

Technology existed before any of us. How? That’s classified.

Actually, I don’t know and it doesn’t matter. I’m not here to convince anyone of anything. I failed at that my entire life, why give a fuck now? I don’t.

I’m 44 and been to two countries in Europe once, for 10 days, in 1999. I’m an ignorant American, and I can’t wait to see the world.

Whatever version of hell you’ve created for yourself only gets worse if you haven’t seen the worst yet. It’s not always clear when it happens, but when it happens, it’s very clear.

There was no question when I died felt like I died. That’s what fueled my spirit to make the best of the darkest years of my life.

Do yourself a favor and don’t try tricking your mind.

You’ll know when you hit rock bottom. At rock bottom, people are the biggest distraction. People don’t care about you there.

Feel free to climb them as high as they’re piled. That should get you going in the right direction.

We have a lot to learn about relating to one another. Every single one of us has a story to share. Often times, the stories we don’t understand are the ones that help us grow the most.

It starts with you.

Each of us have our shit and that should be clear by now. I’m going to go back to minding my own business until I climb out of this International Disaster. It was far from beautiful, but my charcoal heart just turned to diamond.

Let’s see what happens next.

This was the reason America was “discovered” in a land, far, far away.

The World is Watching. I hope they’re not bored. Someone come get me. Bring Tequila.

#LAST-FRONTIER

#HAS-RUSSIA-BOUGHT-IT-BACK

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